My hold back was that I could not read and understand the Bible..so I had to go and buy an NLV so I could understand the word for myself and when I did I couldn’t put that book down! I have started praying on my own. Search your heart and find out what is holding you back…what is making you feel inadequate. I felt like if I prayed my prayer was not going to sound like my husband..he did it just effortlessly and all the words sounded good and he “knew how to pray”..what I did not know is that I knew how to pray too, but it was after I sought the Lord for myself…not saying that you are not but iI am suggesting that you seek what is making you feel unconnected in this manner.

Do not let Satan fool you…if you are feeling this way your husband is going to sense it if he has not already…then when you get God in your mind and heart…when the two of you fall down together…it will be because you initiated it too AND you had a prayer in your heart just like him and it will be a prayer that intercedes on behalf of YOU. There can be breakthroughs because of what you sent up for your family AND for those you come in contact with. DO NOT LET SATAN WIN in your prayer life…once he gets in through your prayer life, he will start on your family and marriage…I love you….and I pray that barrier comes down that is blocking you – in Jesus’ name ….amen.